Ugh..
One of the worst feelings ever is when I start to think about him, I start to feel physically sick and nauseous.
It’s not in a “you disgust me” kind of way.. I don’t even know how to describe it and I’ve never felt it before.
But I can tell I’ve got it bad.. Hopefully this “recovery” doesn’t take too long.. But by the way I’ve been feeling the past week, I don’t see that happening any time soon…



